No matter how much you chew them they never dissolve, the pieces just keep getting smaller. Has anyone really looked into if these are to be consumed?
Friday, August 21, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Disease
I dont do drugs
I dont drink
I dont gamble
Jealousy consumes me, it eats away at me. The moment I forget about it, it comes back full force.
It drains your face and pulls your chest in, all you want is to close your eyes, but your afraid. Your afraid if you stop looking something may pass you by.
It makes you look for things that aren't there and even if satisfied it reminds why you need to keep looking.
It fills your head with the worst possible images, it makes your mouth run.
It makes you take things to far, always going over the limit. One question leads to two, which leads to three, which leads to hang ups and then to fighting.
It makes you forget who is around you
It makes something of nothing and then more of less
It makes them scared
It makes them hurt
It makes you say "I'm Sorry"
It makes them leave
It makes you cry
It makes you sad
It doesnt allow you to enjoy anyone
Like a demon I can watch it destroy everything, yet I cant stop it. I let it take advantage of me whenever it wants. No matter how good the couple minutes prior where, it finds a way to destroy it. He fills your head with thoughts, images, feelings, things all meant to hurt.
It wont go away, until long after she does
I dont drink
I dont gamble
Jealousy consumes me, it eats away at me. The moment I forget about it, it comes back full force.
It drains your face and pulls your chest in, all you want is to close your eyes, but your afraid. Your afraid if you stop looking something may pass you by.
It makes you look for things that aren't there and even if satisfied it reminds why you need to keep looking.
It fills your head with the worst possible images, it makes your mouth run.
It makes you take things to far, always going over the limit. One question leads to two, which leads to three, which leads to hang ups and then to fighting.
It makes you forget who is around you
It makes something of nothing and then more of less
It makes them scared
It makes them hurt
It makes you say "I'm Sorry"
It makes them leave
It makes you cry
It makes you sad
It doesnt allow you to enjoy anyone
Like a demon I can watch it destroy everything, yet I cant stop it. I let it take advantage of me whenever it wants. No matter how good the couple minutes prior where, it finds a way to destroy it. He fills your head with thoughts, images, feelings, things all meant to hurt.
It wont go away, until long after she does
Friday, June 26, 2009
Movies I want to see
Unfortunately youtube disabled the embedded code on these so you gotta click on links
Inglorious Basterds
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5sQhTVz5IjQ&feature=fvst
2012
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyCCd8MCcZY&feature=related
District 9
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZnpzfcMheA
Inglorious Basterds
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5sQhTVz5IjQ&feature=fvst
2012
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyCCd8MCcZY&feature=related
District 9
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZnpzfcMheA
Movie Time
Terminator Salvation: Theater
Loved every minute of it, again Bale kicks ass in a movie. The timeline put it about 10 years before we heard from John's dad in the first movie. I am trying to say the movie took place ten years before, John's dad said he came from in Terminator 1. So with that confusion explanation that means that there could be another one. The graphics are awesome, the terminators looked great, the story fit right in and of course there was action. My only complaint would be that I wanted to see more of the war, man vs. machine. Maybe we will get more in the next one.
Martyrs: DVD
This rivaled one of my favorite horror/suspense (french) movies, High Tension. Its full of suprises, no holds bar action (gore), suprises and a twist at the end that is hard to watch. I cant say to much without giving it away, if you like High Tension, Hostel (which doesnt compare to this) and Funny Games, good chance you will like this.
Loved every minute of it, again Bale kicks ass in a movie. The timeline put it about 10 years before we heard from John's dad in the first movie. I am trying to say the movie took place ten years before, John's dad said he came from in Terminator 1. So with that confusion explanation that means that there could be another one. The graphics are awesome, the terminators looked great, the story fit right in and of course there was action. My only complaint would be that I wanted to see more of the war, man vs. machine. Maybe we will get more in the next one.
Martyrs: DVD
This rivaled one of my favorite horror/suspense (french) movies, High Tension. Its full of suprises, no holds bar action (gore), suprises and a twist at the end that is hard to watch. I cant say to much without giving it away, if you like High Tension, Hostel (which doesnt compare to this) and Funny Games, good chance you will like this.
Monday, May 11, 2009
What the fuck am I saying
We count on people for a lot of things, but we mainly count on our family and our friends. For me friends have been my main source of counting. I grew up with my friends and when I say grow up I dont mean grow up in a traditional sense, as in babies. When something ends of course something new must begin and mine took place when I moved to Marlette. So my six close friends came from my beginning, my growing up phase. They have been there for the partying, the drinking and drugs. They heard a life born and then instantly die off. They have guided us through mental breakdowns, illegitment children and fathering children that are not ours. They've seen us move, move back, move away and let it all go. They all hold in common the fact that they see it first, family just hears of it. I dont like to be public, I like personal space, a space that no one else can see. I dont want to let anyone in it, because I dont like sympathy or empathy. I wont get excited, I wont say I like it, I wont cry at a funeral. I wont hug you and like it, I wont be "mushy". I'm not doing this for a response, I am doing this to start over. Like any engine things have to exhaust. I dislike woman, dont like them, I dont respect them. I have proven this time and time again, by misleading, using and leaving them. I do not regret this, I never have and never will. I feel no shame as a matter of fact I enjoyed it. I made it a game, I always win and if I cant, I will make sure we both lose. It has been 8 years since I even tried to care about someone other than my kids and I dont feel an ounce of pain. I feel nothing for the victims of my game, but remember my victims never feel physical pain. I believe in order to physicaly hurt someone you have to be emotional and care. I lack emotion and dont care, I go into everything with an exit strategy, when your planning the day, i've already planned the week. I wont let anyone get a step ahead of me.
"Don't cry, Don't Fear, you wont die, because I don't think deaths real"
In order to be vulnerable you have to feel and if you cant feel then you are always safe. Safety is key, safety is everything. Sometimes games end, faster than they started and safety is thrown away. Marc Antony went to Egypt to kill Cleopatra and instead fell in love. A wolf in a sheep's skin. My games are over, my time is up. I've decided that I have met my match and instead, the revealing wolf has become a sheep. Sometimes the enjoyment of pure happiness is overwhelming and cannot be controlled, sometimes you just don't give a shit what other people think. Sometimes its nice to think you could never fight with someone, get mad or walk away. Sometimes its easier to love than to hate. Sometimes its easier to just................................................... be happy.
"Don't cry, Don't Fear, you wont die, because I don't think deaths real"
In order to be vulnerable you have to feel and if you cant feel then you are always safe. Safety is key, safety is everything. Sometimes games end, faster than they started and safety is thrown away. Marc Antony went to Egypt to kill Cleopatra and instead fell in love. A wolf in a sheep's skin. My games are over, my time is up. I've decided that I have met my match and instead, the revealing wolf has become a sheep. Sometimes the enjoyment of pure happiness is overwhelming and cannot be controlled, sometimes you just don't give a shit what other people think. Sometimes its nice to think you could never fight with someone, get mad or walk away. Sometimes its easier to love than to hate. Sometimes its easier to just................................................... be happy.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
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